Day Fifteen

Another day. I felt pretty good this morning; very unusual. Had a brief session with Chris and spoke about my feelings of the previous day during community meeting. I admitted that I had been angry but now it was over and I had no lasting feelings about it. I proposed my theory that I was deliberately cut off to guage my reactions as well as those of everyone else. I know it evokes paranoid thinking but when psychology is involved with its two-way mirrors, microphones and hidden cameras, anything might be possible.
I didn't see Dr. Sargent today and I must admit to a moment of disappointment. Perhaps he has a legitimate reason for not appearing but until I know otherwise, I'm miffed that he didn't show up as he promised. I shall assert myself on this subject tomorrow.