Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Everything's Under Control...


It was a good session and I feel fine! My next appointment is in two weeks. I'm going to my wife's school open house tonight. Last year I went and was feeling awful. Now I get a chance to try it again; this time I'm confident I'll feel better. I'll let you know how it goes...

Monday, November 28, 2005

Session 2 tomorow....


Session 2 tomorrow morning. I've felt pretty good this last week. I'm not worried about my therapy session like last week. I hope it goes well. I'll let you know...

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Everything's Under Control...


Well, the first session was OK. It was really only assessment, where I get asked a lot of questions so the therapist gets to know me so it was fairly smooth. Christi (she prefers that to'Doctor') is very pleasant and I believe that the future sessions will go well. I feel a lot better after the first meeting.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

It will be Tomorrow Morning...


It will be tomorrow morning. I'm nervous and depressed. I can't help it. I know what therapy will be like and yet I hate the anticipation of it. The obligation and the waiting is awful. I just want it over with. I can't say any more now.

Friday, November 18, 2005

Getting Closer...


Wednesday morning is getting closer and I can't help but be nervous about it. I know that I haven't anything real to be worried about but I can't seem to suppress it. I've had therapy before and I know I can handle it but it's still making me nervous. I really would like to get this upcoming session over with so I know what to expect.

Thursday, November 17, 2005

Therapy Lies Ahead...


Well, it's been a while since I last made an entry here. I've been contacted about weekly regular therapy sessions and I go in for assessment next week Wednesday at 10:00am. My wife will drive me there but at 8:00am so I'll have to bring a big book to while away the time. I'm nervous about it although I know I shouldn't be; I had therapy sessions in the Day Treatment Program and it was fine. I guess, like last time, I'm nervous about my freedom being compromised and my routines altered. But it is only 1 hour, 1 day a week, so It should be ultimately manageable. I hope.